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Hello!!! C:

first… I'm Sorry... I didn't upload any drawings since the beginning of September... ;_;
that's why I uploaded that little simple animation :3

uhm, i wanted to get rid of that old journal xD.
You don't have to read it… it's not important, I got bored and I'm having a writing/talk flash xD….
maybe just read the underlined stuff…that are questions… would help, thx =)

I wanted to upload more because I remembered my "stupid" year goal... I almost forgot... "50 watchers till end of the year"... ^^;  need 14 more... but don't think I will make that in time OTL
one month ago I was really optimistic that I will make it... I gave my best in drawing a Fanart of DeadMaster/BlackRockShoter
drawing a fanart… I thought that would be the best way to get enough attention… I hate drawing fanarts fff
...but I was trying too hard... I normal draw for 4-10 hours. I speed up after 3-6 hours and then finish it because I get bored or have new ideas... I promised myself not to be lazy this time!!!  I know I could be much better if I would just do my best…
but now after... 30+ hours...I'm still not done...;_; and I just can't see it anymore OTL
and it's far away from being finished. I made too many details…. The background… the hair… the weapons… EVERYTHING ;_;
fffffffffffff
and I made the mistake that I showed it some people and got compliments... a lot of compliments… to many…  and now my mind says "why finish it? You got compliments. There is no reason anymore"
Stupid mind =3= *kicks mind*
but I still hope I can find some motivation in finishing it!! And maybe get some watchers for that ^^;fff
I really feel stupid in wanting more watchers only because of that year goal… but it's important to me to make one goal come true…
Does someone know a way I could make it in time?? (btw… someone answered me with "make nude pictures…." NO! I WILL NOT TO THAT! >__< don't suggest that._.')  

that was only one reason why I'm not active…
art block...
I have ideas but I can't draw them…
that Fanart… I'm surprised that I managed 30hours… that's a wonder… I had the art block before that
now I'm already happy if I can manage drawing some quick sketches… but clean lines or color are impossible…
and when I have some motivation… I'm too tired and my hands are shaking OTL.
ffff that sucks  <.<
And I don't know why I don't have motivation… I have time…the whole day and night! … It's not stress, don't have any reason.
Gfdsrgew…. I should stop writing about this stuff =/
sorry

Oh before I forget! I need some help!
As soon as I'm out of this artblock, I was thinking of opening commissions!
Maybe full body fanart/Oc commission and pencil sketches commission
(example: [link] and[link]… is that okay?
Do you think somebody would buy my art? And when yes… what price?
I really have no idea… help please!
And how does paypal work? I have an acc… But never used it before ^^;


One last small thing…
about Deviant ID… picture of me? ^^; or a drawing?
Does somebody have an idea what i could use?

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I know… my English is sometimes hard to understand oO
sorry for wasting your time =3=
Thank you very much for reading :iconarigatouplz:
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~weirdsketch Oct 23, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
the infamous artblock..... here take this sandpaper, it should help smooth out the corners. *hands over sandpaper*
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~shereynia Oct 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
aww thank youu x3
*takes sandpaper
uhm... uhm... and what should i do with this?? D:
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~weirdsketch Oct 25, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
rub it over the corners of the artist block of course!! ^^
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~Neverremovethejacket Oct 22, 2010  Student General Artist
i would purchase one, except i don't trust most credit card type things like paypal. The last time i put money in something electronic i lost about 100$. Finally, i understand your english perfectly, it's a bit like mine
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~shereynia Oct 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
really you would? glad to hear that (=
well i have no experience with paying stuff... i only know that paypal is easy and fast to pay with xD
did you get the 100$ back? o.O thats alot money...
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~Neverremovethejacket Oct 25, 2010  Student General Artist
i didn't get the money back, it was last year when my school used for the students to pay for lunch, and my account kept going negative. I use cash now. Anyway, good luck with your artz :D
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*ElJosueLight Oct 22, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
I know the feeling---but it's more about writing with me--instead of drawing. I used to be able to write 2,500 words a day---and now I can barely do like 1000 DDx

For Commissions, I'd definitely pay for a few drawings x3 - I always buy when my friends do commissions.

prices---I don't know---it's up to you x3

Hmm PayPal... well you register----then add one of your bank accounts to it and then that's about it, I guess? lolz
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Mood: Neutral ~shereynia Oct 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah artblocks... i really hate the feeling wanting to draw but cant...
well i think 1000 words a day is a lot too x3
i never could write that much.

aww really? that would make me really happy, thanks x3
well i think it could take a bit till i open... want to draw example pictures first... and i'm confused with my coloring style x_X... and that artblock thing...

and the price... have to think about it a bit more... i'm so unsure D:
i'll just look around what other artist want for they're picture's...

and i think i know how paypal works now xD it's simple x3
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~MetallicMetal Oct 22, 2010  Student Digital Artist
art blocks are an ass.
commissions are a good idea, i would buy but i still lack a job =3=
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~shereynia Oct 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
they really are <.<!
yeah.. job... thats why i want to open commissions x3
and i will open one... as soon i get rid off the artblock!
hope thats soon... need money D:
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